Yaral\u0131 Ku\u015f ve \u00c7ocuk<\/strong><\/p>\n

Cam kenar\u0131nda oturmu\u015f soka\u011f\u0131 seyre dalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 \u00e7ocuk.\u00a0 Dedesi gelip ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 ok\u015fad\u0131.\u00a0 \u201cSahile inelim istersen.\u201d<\/em> dedi.\u00a0 \u201cHay\u0131r dede, her g\u00fcn her g\u00fcn benim i\u00e7in yoruluyorsun.\u00a0 Bug\u00fcn de evde otural\u0131m.\u00a0 Bana g\u00fczel masallar\u0131ndan anlat.\u201d diye cevap verdi \u00e7ocuk<\/em>.\u00a0 Dedesi s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 sar\u0131ld\u0131 ve \u201cOlur evlad\u0131m, anlat\u0131r\u0131m elbet ama m<\/em>asala ba\u015flamadan evvel ben bir \u00e7ay koyay\u0131m.\u201d<\/em> Diyerek mutfa\u011fa ge\u00e7ti.<\/p>\n

\u00c7ocu\u011fun dikkati o ara yak\u0131ndaki a\u011fa\u00e7ta yan yana duran saka ku\u015flar\u0131na tak\u0131ld\u0131.\u00a0 Erkek saka di\u015fisini etkilemek i\u00e7in kanat \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131yor, dans edermi\u015f\u00e7esine hareketler yap\u0131yor, \u00e7e\u015fit \u00e7e\u015fit sesler \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131yordu.\u00a0 Di\u015fisi ise umursamaz bir tav\u0131rla bir ona bak\u0131yor, bir ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7eviriyordu.\u00a0 \u00c7ocuk erke\u011fin bu hallerine g\u00fcld\u00fc.\u00a0 Birden hi\u00e7 beklenmedik bir \u015fey oldu.\u00a0 Bir sapandan \u00e7\u0131kan k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir ta\u015f, o co\u015fkuyla hareket eden erkek sakan\u0131n g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcne isabet etti.\u00a0 Orac\u0131kta can verdi zavall\u0131 ku\u015f.<\/p>\n

Saniyeler i\u00e7inde birka\u00e7 \u00e7ocuk ko\u015farak a\u011fac\u0131n dibinde geldi.\u00a0 K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck ku\u015fun, cans\u0131z bedeni ba\u015f\u0131nda zaferlerinin co\u015fkusunu ya\u015f\u0131yorlard\u0131.\u00a0 Pencereden g\u00f6rd\u00fcklerine anlam veremeyen \u00e7ocu\u011fun g\u00f6z\u00fcnden iki damla ya\u015f s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcverdi.\u00a0 Bu ku\u015f onlara ne yapm\u0131\u015ft\u0131?\u00a0 Tek derdi di\u015fisini etkilemeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmak, onun be\u011fenisini kazanmak olan bir ku\u015fun kime ne zarar\u0131 dokunmu\u015ftu ki?\u00a0 Onu \u00f6ld\u00fcrmek bu \u00e7ocuklara ne kazand\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 da bu kadar sevinmi\u015flerdi?<\/p>\n

\u00c7ocuklar zavall\u0131 ku\u015fun k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck \u00f6l\u00fc bedenini al\u0131p uzakla\u015ft\u0131lar.\u00a0 Dedesinin sesiyle irkilen \u00e7ocuk g\u00f6zlerini silince dedesi endi\u015feyle sordu.\u00a0 \u201cNe oldu evlad\u0131m?\u00a0 Anneni baban\u0131 m\u0131 \u00f6zledin yoksa?\u201d<\/em>\u00a0 \u00c7ocuk titreyen bir sesle \u201cHay\u0131r dede, \u00e7ocuklar g\u00fczelim ku\u015fu yok yere \u00f6ld\u00fcrd\u00fcler, ona \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fcm.\u201d<\/em> dedi.\u00a0 Pencereden ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 uzatan ya\u015fl\u0131 adam uzakta sevin\u00e7 \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131 atan \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc ama seslenmedi.\u00a0 \u201cBenim merhametli yavrum\u201d<\/em> deyip sar\u0131ld\u0131 torununa.\u00a0 G\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fc ald\u0131ktan sonra g\u00fczel bir masal anlatt\u0131 ve \u00e7ocu\u011fun h\u00fczn\u00fcn\u00fc biraz olsun da\u011f\u0131tt\u0131.<\/p>\n

Anne ve babas\u0131ndan g\u00f6rmedi\u011fi \u015fefkati dedesinden g\u00f6r\u00fcyordu \u00e7ocuk.\u00a0 O y\u00fczden yaz tatillerini iple \u00e7ekiyor, solu\u011fu dedesinin yan\u0131nda al\u0131nca da sevgiye doyuyordu.\u00a0 Birlikte k\u00e2h sahilde dola\u015f\u0131yor, k\u00e2h tepelere t\u0131rman\u0131yorlard\u0131.\u00a0 Her ne yaparlarsa da dedesinin engin belle\u011finden d\u00f6k\u00fclen hikayeler gezilerine e\u015flik ediyordu.\u00a0 \u00c7ocu\u011fun ku\u015fun \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnden bu denli etkilenmesinin sebebi belki de \u00f6l\u00fcmle y\u00fczle\u015fmi\u015f olmakt\u0131.\u00a0 G\u00fczel g\u00fczel \u00f6t\u00fcp danslar ederken, bir anda hayattan kopup gidivermi\u015fti zavall\u0131 ku\u015f.\u00a0 T\u0131pk\u0131 bir g\u00fcn biricik dedesinin de hayat\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p gidece\u011fi gibi.<\/p>\n

Bu h\u00fcz\u00fcnl\u00fc d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerle gece uykuya dald\u0131.\u00a0 Sabah uyand\u0131\u011f\u0131nda solu\u011fu yine ayn\u0131 pencerenin \u00f6n\u00fcnde ald\u0131.\u00a0 Dedesi evde yoktu, taze ekmek ve gazete almak i\u00e7in bakkala gitmi\u015f olmal\u0131yd\u0131.\u00a0 \u00c7ocu\u011fun uykulu g\u00f6zleri birden fal ta\u015f\u0131 gibi a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131verdi.\u00a0 D\u00fcn erke\u011fini kaybeden di\u015fi saka ayn\u0131 daldayd\u0131 ve bir a\u011f\u0131t\u0131 and\u0131r\u0131r \u015fekilde \u00f6t\u00fcyordu.\u00a0 Hayranl\u0131kla onu izledi.\u00a0 “Ke\u015fke”<\/em> dedi “h\u00fczn\u00fcne ortak olabilseydim, ac\u0131n\u0131 payla\u015fabilseydim.”\u00a0<\/em> Sonra aksi y\u00f6nde, g\u00f6z ucuyla bir hareketlilik oldu\u011funu fark edip ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7evirdi.\u00a0 Bir \u00f6nceki g\u00fcn, zavall\u0131 ku\u015fun e\u015fini \u00f6ld\u00fcren suikast \u00e7etesi, yine i\u015f ba\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131.\u00a0 Biri sapan\u0131n\u0131 germi\u015f, ku\u015fa ni\u015fan al\u0131yordu.\u00a0 Tam ta\u015f\u0131 f\u0131rlat\u0131yordu ki \u00e7ocuk ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131 \u201cYapmaaa!\u201d<\/strong> Ni\u015fan alan sapanc\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131 o tela\u015fla f\u0131rlatm\u0131\u015f oldu.\u00a0 Ancak penceredeki \u00e7ocu\u011fun ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131\u015f\u0131 at\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 tam istedi\u011fi gibi yapmas\u0131na engel olmu\u015ftu.\u00a0 Ta\u015f \u00f6nce a\u011faca sonra da havalanan ku\u015fun kanad\u0131na \u00e7arpt\u0131 ve ku\u015f yere d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Penceredeki \u00e7ocuk bu kez kay\u0131ts\u0131z kalmad\u0131.\u00a0 \u00c7evik bir hareketle pencereden atlad\u0131 ve ko\u015farak gidip yaral\u0131 ku\u015fu yerden ald\u0131.\u00a0 Sapanc\u0131 \u00e7ocuk ve arkada\u015flar\u0131 \u00f6fkeyle \u00e7ocu\u011fun \u00fczerine do\u011fru geliyorlard\u0131 ki arkadan tok bir ses duyuldu.\u00a0 “Yava\u015f olun bakay\u0131m!”<\/strong> Bu dedesinin sesiydi ve tam zaman\u0131nda yeti\u015fmi\u015fti.\u00a0 Sapanc\u0131 \u00e7ocuklar h\u0131zla uzakla\u015ft\u0131lar oradan.<\/p>\n

\u00c7ocuk yaral\u0131 sakay\u0131 al\u0131p eve g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc.\u00a0 Yaras\u0131n\u0131 pansuman edip sard\u0131lar.\u00a0 \u00d6n\u00fcne su ve yiyebilece\u011fi \u015feylerden koydular.\u00a0 Ku\u015f ise sanki hayattan vazge\u00e7mi\u015f gibi kay\u0131ts\u0131z \u00f6ylece duruyordu.\u00a0 \u00c7ocuk \u00fcz\u00fcnt\u00fcyle dedesine d\u00f6nd\u00fc \u201cKu\u015f ya\u015famak istemiyor dede, \u00f6nce e\u015fini \u00f6ld\u00fcrd\u00fcler \u015fimdi onu yaralad\u0131lar.\u00a0 Bizim \u00e7abam\u0131z onu iyile\u015ftirmeye yetmeyecek sanki…\u201d<\/em> Dedi.\u00a0 Dedesi e\u011filip \u00e7ocu\u011fu ba\u015f\u0131ndan \u00f6pt\u00fc: \u201cEvlad\u0131m, sevgi en b\u00fcy\u00fck ila\u00e7t\u0131r.\u00a0 Sevginin iyile\u015ftirmeyece\u011fi hi\u00e7bir yara yoktur.\u00a0 Sen sevgini ver ona, g\u00f6r bak nas\u0131l iyile\u015fiyor.\u201d<\/em>\u00a0 \u00c7ocu\u011fun y\u00fcz\u00fcnde bir g\u00fcl\u00fcmseme belirdi, dedesinin s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc dinledi ve t\u00fcm zaman\u0131n\u0131 yaral\u0131 sakay\u0131 iyile\u015ftirmeye adad\u0131.\u00a0 Dedesinin veterinerden getirdi\u011fi merhem s\u00fcrd\u00fc, yiyebilece\u011fi farkl\u0131 yemlerden sundu.\u00a0 Bunlardan da ziyade ku\u015fa sonsuz bir sevgiyle yakla\u015ft\u0131.\u00a0 Ba\u015fta pek umursamaz duran ku\u015f, g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc sevgiyle \u00e7ocu\u011fun yakla\u015f\u0131m\u0131na kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k vermeye ba\u015flad\u0131.\u00a0 Sevgi ve minnet dolu g\u00f6zlerle ona bak\u0131yor, verdi\u011fi yemleri yiyor, iyile\u015fmek i\u00e7in \u00e7aba sarf ediyordu.\u00a0 Hen\u00fcz yaralanmas\u0131n\u0131n \u00fczerinden birka\u00e7 g\u00fcn ge\u00e7mi\u015fti ki ku\u015f d\u00fc\u015ferken incitti\u011fi bacaklar\u0131n\u0131n \u00fczerinde seke seke y\u00fcr\u00fcmeye ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u00c7ocuk, g\u00fczel sakan\u0131n iyile\u015fmeye ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fck\u00e7e seviniyor, verdi\u011fi sevginin ku\u015fun k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck kalbinde kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k buldu\u011funu hissettik\u00e7e de mutlu oluyordu.\u00a0 Bir hafta sonra saka,\u00a0 dede torunu \u00f6terek uyand\u0131rmaya ba\u015flayacak kadar kendine gelmi\u015fti.\u00a0 Hen\u00fcz tam iyile\u015fmedi\u011fi i\u00e7in bu haliyle u\u00e7mas\u0131n, yoksa k\u0131sa s\u00fcrede can verir endi\u015fesiyle, onu bir kafese kapatt\u0131lar.\u00a0 Saka g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc sevginin g\u00fczelli\u011fiyle kafese kapat\u0131lman\u0131n fenal\u0131\u011f\u0131 aras\u0131nda kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\u00a0 Sonsuz g\u00f6klerde \u00f6zg\u00fcrce u\u00e7up sana sevgi ve \u015fefkatini sunan bir insandan ka\u00e7mak m\u0131?\u00a0 Yoksa sevgiye ve \u015fefkate bo\u011fuldu\u011fun, seni her k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fckten koruyup saklayan bir insan\u0131n kafesinde kalmak m\u0131?<\/p>\n

Sakan\u0131n akl\u0131nda bu sorular dola\u015f\u0131rken, dedesi de \u00e7ocukla ayn\u0131 konuyu konu\u015ftu.\u00a0 \u201cO\u011ful, sen sakaya \u00e7ok g\u00fczel bakt\u0131n.\u00a0 Onu sevdin, sevginle onun yaralar\u0131n\u0131 sard\u0131n.\u00a0 Fakat bilmelisin ki o saka buraya ait de\u011fil.\u00a0 Sen onu ne kadar seversen sev, sen ona ne kadar \u015fefkatle yakla\u015f\u0131rsan yakla\u015f, o iyile\u015fti\u011fi an kanat \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131p u\u00e7acak.\u201d<\/em>\u00a0 \u00c7ocuk g\u00f6zleri nemli \u201cBiliyorum dede.\u00a0 Bunu ilk g\u00fcnden biliyordum zaten ve ben o sakay\u0131 bu ger\u00e7e\u011fi bilerek sevdim.\u00a0 Onun beni sevmesini de beklemedim, sadece iyi olsun istedim.\u00a0 Ne var ki o da beni sevdi, bunu g\u00f6r\u00fcyorum.\u201d<\/em> Dedi.\u00a0 Bu s\u00f6zler dedesini h\u00fcz\u00fcnlendirdi.\u00a0 \u201cSevgi her yaray\u0131 iyile\u015ftirir demi\u015ftim ilk g\u00fcn ama sevgi sihirli de\u011fnek de\u011fildir onu da bilmek gerekir.\u00a0 Sevginin yetemeyece\u011fi \u015feyler de vard\u0131r. \u00a0Bunu ne kadar erken kabullenirse o kadar az \u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcr insan.\u201d<\/em> Dedi.\u00a0 \u00c7ocuk bu ger\u00e7e\u011fi kabullendi\u011fini g\u00f6sterir \u015fekilde ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallad\u0131.<\/p>\n

G\u00fczel sakay\u0131 yaral\u0131 halde buldu\u011fu g\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00fczerinden tam be\u015f hafta ge\u00e7mi\u015fti.\u00a0 Dedesi yine ekmek ve gazete almak \u00fczere bakkaldayken \u00e7ocuk kafesi al\u0131p pencerenin \u00f6n\u00fcne geldi.\u00a0 \u201cSeni o dalda, e\u015fin sana kur yaparken g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm ilk.\u00a0 Daha o an asil duru\u015funa hayranl\u0131k duydum.\u00a0 Sonras\u0131nda sana k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fck etmek isteyenlerin eline b\u0131rakmad\u0131m ve sevgimle yaralar\u0131n\u0131, g\u00fcc\u00fcm yetti\u011fince iyile\u015ftirmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.\u00a0 \u00c7ok sevdim ve senin de beni sevdi\u011fini g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.\u00a0 Fakat g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm bir \u015fey daha var ki sen \u00f6zg\u00fcrce u\u00e7mak istiyorsun.\u00a0 Kanatlar\u0131n\u0131 diledi\u011fince \u00e7\u0131rpmak istiyorsun.\u00a0 Yeni yerler, yeni kimseler tan\u0131mak istiyorsun.\u00a0 Seni bu kafese hapsedemem ben.\u201d\u00a0 <\/em>Diyerek kafesin kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131.<\/p>\n

Saka \u00e7evik bir hareketle kap\u0131n\u0131n kiri\u015fine kondu.\u00a0 Sanki vedala\u015f\u0131r gibi g\u00fczel sesiyle son kez \u00f6tt\u00fc ve h\u0131zl\u0131ca kanat \u00e7\u0131rparak pencereden u\u00e7up gitti.\u00a0 \u00c7ocuk g\u00f6z\u00fc ya\u015fl\u0131 ard\u0131ndan baka kald\u0131.\u00a0 Ku\u015f g\u00f6zden kaybolurken, sevginin bazen de vazge\u00e7mek oldu\u011fu ger\u00e7e\u011fiyle o an y\u00fczle\u015fti.<\/p>\n

\u0130ki hafta sonra yaz tatili bitti ve dedesine veda ederek evinin yolunu tuttu \u00e7ocuk.\u00a0 Giderken ne o g\u00fczel sakay\u0131 ne de dedesini bir daha asla g\u00f6remeyece\u011fini bilmiyordu.\u00a0 Sevgi ve \u015fefkatten bihaber anne ve babas\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131na d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcndeyse, sevgisiz bir yuvan\u0131n bir kafeste kapal\u0131 kalmaktan farks\u0131z, hatta daha a\u011f\u0131r oldu\u011funu fark etti.<\/p>\n

O yazdan sonra o sahil kasabas\u0131na sadece dedesinin cenazesi i\u00e7in gitti \u00e7ocuk.\u00a0 Orada ge\u00e7irdi\u011fi tek gecenin sabah\u0131nda bir ku\u015f sesiyle uyand\u0131 ve pencereye ko\u015ftu.\u00a0 Ne kadar bakt\u0131ysa da umdu\u011funu g\u00f6remedi.\u00a0 Dedesiyle de g\u00fczel sakayla da bundan sonra ancak r\u00fcyalar\u0131nda kavu\u015fabilecekti.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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